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Saturday, September 24th, 2005
10:11 am	so theres this boy.. that makes my heart go TAP TAP. you know who you are. im at his house right now. and its cold. he likes to cuddle. =) hehehe well i hope he doesnt let me down and shit. Current Mood: cold Current Music: fftl
Monday, August 15th, 2005
10:45 am	went over to sarahs last night. wasnt invited to the party. hahaha fuckers. JK i know i could've come. anyways. anthony drove sarah and i into town and we bought pizzzza && snapples MMMMMMMMMMMMMM if it wasnt for anthony i'd be cigarette free. hes 18 now and like my big bro. tiiight. lmao. oh okay now. i dont like sarahs new cat much.. its fucking possessed. ARHGHHH. it was fun. i missed them all. and i love you guys♥ Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: SUGARCULT?!!?!?
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
1:40 pm	yesterday was pretty much the most fun i've had in a long time with friends. i met matt at thriftway then we came to my house and waited for amanda and katrina. missed the bus at 6 for the mall... met up with the girls & AJ. he was high and was making funny faces. then we decided to take the bus to mcD's but it stopped so we walked to DQ. i bought amanda and matt dinner. they owe me money .. bitches lol. then we hitched a bus to the mall after matt pee'd in a corner on state street lol. the mall was only fun for a few minutes then my mom picked up Katrina, amanda and i and we went to my house. we went online and i made then pancakes at like 2 in the morning. i made the last of my spam for katrina. she ended up liking it so we hiked up to thritway then we decided fuck canned ham lets get some cigs and jones and go to allen creek so i called pattrick who happened to be a few minutes away and he got us some. i saw clayton S. and a few other sophs. at thriftway. then katrina and i just smoked and drank and had a nice talk. shes cool. im glad we're friends now. this morning devon came over and we just messed around and hung out. then now their gone and i might be going to ericas tonight. somethings wrong with you, it makes me want to kill </3 Current Mood: worried Current Music: Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
10:25 pm	so since sean and i have started hanging out i've felt really distant towards my friends. so im trying to fill up my week. tomorrow matt's comming over and we're hanging out. then thursday im spending the night at ericas. and on friday im going to blood brothers and hopefully seans going with me =D. then saturday i think im going to a cecilia show to hang out with ryan. so so so yeah. i think i've done a pretty good job with the friendds. OH! and as soon as t-aylor skills get better we're hangin out! kbyee♥ Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: charred fields of snow
Monday, August 8th, 2005
6:24 pm	i was thinking about him. then i get a call from him. and everythings normal. then the doorbell rings....its him...on the phone with me. now i appreciate every second i get with him. hes amazing and perfect. im lucky hes mine ♥ Current Mood: determined Current Music: MMhMMM
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
11:19 pm	yet again. sean came over today. and it was fun. we got burger mill because we were going to pick it up and have a picnic at the park. but, i told ashley i'd hang out with her and sean C. today so we ended up picking them up at ashley's then going to the park. but it was kind of awekward with all of them there. with (my)sean. so i kind of asked them to go home? idk. it was weird. i feel bad tho. sorry ashley&sean. i love you guys. then sean finally told his dad a whole bunch of shit. long story... and he stayed for dinner and had to leave at like 8. when he got home i guess his parents were yelling at him about shit because they dont think its too great that hes going out with a 14 year old. so he calls me all up set and i get all upset. his parents said he cant see my for awhile but being as sweet as he is, hes comming to see me tomorrow anyways. =D i cant wait. im making him breakfast again. yes, i love this boy...more than anything in the world. ♥ Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: she hates her split ENDz
Sunday, July 31st, 2005
9:40 am	sexxxy pictures from last night//yesterday. we went to the parkkk. then that night... hahah i might take these down soon because he doesnt like looking like a "emo fag" lol <3 Current Mood: tired Current Music: Head Clubbb
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
12:50 am	Today started off pretty lame. But oh my god! my parents let my drive with sean... stay out late with sean... and let me have him over when their not home!! they nevvvvvver let chris do that!! eek so yeah i think they like him alot! &and& we were lieing in the park talking and he told me it doesnt make any sense but hes in love with me...after only a few days. WOW! i love that boy sooo much. he treats me better than anyone ever has. and i love him Current Mood: content Current Music: avril lavigne?? =/
Thursday, July 28th, 2005
8:59 pm	today was the besttt day ever! i love sean!!! ♥♥♥ Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: sucio
Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
8:59 pm	so today was another GRRRREAAAAAATT DAY!!!! sean came over at about 11:30. i made him mac N cheese then we talked for a bit. then it was off to the mall. we got cold stone. and basically walked around the mall for 3ish hours just holding hands and talking. =D then we went to BUILD A BEAR and made a bear together. its grand!! its name is tickles and it has a sign that says I LOVE YOU! awww that boy makes me sooo happy. oh and we kisssssed!!! 8-0 hahah yeahsss... we'll have to see how this all works out. ♥ and tomorrows another day with him!!! we're going to the outlet mall. Current Mood: happy Current Music: punk rock princess
Monday, July 25th, 2005
10:33 pm	OMFG well it's happened. i've finally found the first person to ever reminding me of him no not HIM....him. the one that started it all. the one that i could be like b best friend with and be a complete idiot yet, the next minute we'd be listening to sappy music and lieing in eachothers arms. this boy is perfect beyond belief. and he is basically the only person i've met that i want to laugh with and treat like my best friend and also kiss and have as a boyfriend. i actually like him. truely. but hes taken and it kills. but tomorrow we're going to the mall. just being around him makes me smile. maybe he'll try on more girls tops in a dressing room with me. or talk like a gay valley girl or act like a retard wearing a helmet with me at his side in fred meyers.... Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: i woke up in a care
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
2:30 pm	so the past few days i've just been being lazy and sitting on the computer because, i've been hecka sick. bleh. well i feel alot better today =D. i got about 3 hours of sleep but it was the best sleep i've had in about a week. *sigh* i can't wait, i'm going home on SATURDAY who wants to hang out??? i've missed everyone! oh and i got my cell phone taken away for maybe a week...or less =/ so dont call it. Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: stab my back
Monday, July 18th, 2005
10:23 am	still in california. and i'm fucking sick. i want to go home but at the same time... i dont. because all thats going to be at home is people starting drama and blaming me for shit that should have ended months ago. i've made mistakes... dont tell me YOU havn't. and then theres the fact that he left me. now who do i have. even when i didn't "have" him...at least he was there more than others. and for some reason i feel distant with my friends. like they want nothing to do with me. i basically feel unwanted. and the sad thing is...i've become content with being sad. here are the last words i actually heard. the state lines seperate me from you you're just a thought away from my heart but a thousand miles from my eyes how much distance must we travel through i will take one step towards you to start navigate my way through star-lit skies i just close my eyes and you are here hand and hand with me, we walk alone walk beside me through this endeavour with my eyes closed shut you feel so near a feeling no one has ever known keep them shut to hold you forever... Current Mood: sick Current Music: homesick @space camp
Sunday, July 10th, 2005
11:08 pm	oh yay! i finally got to a computer. well i've beeen staying at my cousin's house in california. clovis//fresno to be exact. not much has gone on. whitney has just been driving me around a littttle. we can't reallly do much yet. and we went shopping i got like $50 worth of shit at forever 21. COOLcoolCOOL so anyways. then i went to church to day and OMFG! there aree soooo many hottttt emo guys in fresno. oh geeeze. well i havnt met any i was suppposed to meet some today with whit. but i was hanging out with nicky instead. =/ ooops. now chel,whit &I are spending the night at our G-mas and whitney and i drove to walgreens listening to all american rejects and bought pringles oh JOY! hahah well anyways i misss everyone oh so much! ♥ Current Mood: I GOT A COMPUTER!!!
Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
10:09 am	whats beeeen going on??? sunday-i went over to asholays and hung out for hours. then we walked to safeway and got some food. waited for the bus for a bit then road it to freddy's//the theater. met kris!! hahaha i love him. he's great. and just messed around at freddy's for a little while. then we met josh...=/ and aaron at the movies. aaron was ok. josh is sweet but not my type. oh well. the movie was pretty good but ashley and i decided to make a run for it and we headed back over to freddy's where we saaw chris &&andrew. they were acting weird. so we went to get some candy. HAHA we got like 5 carmellows/skittles/gummies/and crunch bars. then a starbucks drink and my second peach snapple of the day. MMMMMMMMMMM ♥ OHOHOH and ashley picked up a little napkin despenser. haha wow! we had napkins for the movies! woot ashley WOOT! oh geeze. we left early...saw mr. thomas furry. we all chattted for a bit then my dad cam to pick us up...... THE END. MONDAY- did nothing really. i was planning on going over to shay's but my parents said i couldn't at the last minute for reasons I DONT KNOW. so rylee came over and we decided to dress up as hookers and we went over leslie's ashley was over. aww i love those gals. we had fun..... swam, rylee didn't tho. party poooper. but she took awesome pics tho. i might post em' later. i had to go home at 9:30 because my parents are fags. HAPPY 4TH!! hahahaha nope! ♥ going to cali. tonight. call me you homos. i love you!!! Current Mood: energetic Current Music: the postal service
Monday, June 20th, 2005
10:28 pm	well erica spent the night last night.. got crunk *flashes gangster sign* LOL went to her house.. got some coool clothes =D thanks erica<3 i lovey ou then linda called and we went to the everett mall. yeay! throwing pennies at niggers is only for us straight up ganster, eh linda?? lol now she's spending the night and i'm makine her mac and CHEESE hahaha ♥ Current Mood: EH Current Music: my dead body
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
12:14 pm	i just want to say... I FRICKEN LOVE THE FURRY FAMILY♥ LOL thanks you guys... ♥♥♥ Current Mood: loving Current Music: AUTOGRAPHY
Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
5:25 pm	amanda spent the night last night.. OMG..BEAST...VIRUS..OH NO!!!! ARGH! oh well... she might spend the night again! yeay! we just had a radrad photoshoot... ♥ Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: FFTL
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
8:49 am	so my weekend has been very eventful. First on friday, leslie came over and we walked to thriftway with the $20 i just found at home. teehee and bought a oreo cake and some junk. leslie just opened this drink in the store and drank half of it and put it back! loL i love that girl! she is great ! haha then we just had fun being stupid all night we drew eachother and other people signs until like 3. then in the morning, leslie finds this paper that has all these dates of concerts that i wanted to go to and one was on THAT day!! i freaked out and called erica! shay's mom took us to the show it was in seattle at EL CORAZON. amber pacific, castles in the sky, ghost runner on third, and the lonely H played. the first three were the best!! i got this amber pacific shirt, CD, stickers and a whole bunch of shit for $20!! yeay! but then erica and i wanted a castles in the sky shirt so i had to "take" one. lol no one was sitting and watching the shirts! i accidently got a XXL tho..oh well we'll make it work. haha then we went to DICK'S burgers and started singing and being all alksdjflkajdflk it was FUN! lol haha turns out! shay and i were friends in a past life haha yeah our mom's are/were? friends. CRAZY! then we just went back to erica's and watched PARTY MONSTERS!!!! OMG! that is NOW my FAVORITE movie! lol yeah...that's about it i guess on monday, matt and i are going to the lake! <3 ♥ Current Mood: excited Current Music: gHost runner ON 3rd
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
3:39 pm	OMG!!!!! the show was canceled last night!! GRRRR....MAD!! kayla,amanda, and i all just went to burger mill and ate. we were hiding from chrissy and rylee in the B.M. bathroom..fun fun. it was raining! =( as we walk across the street...we see the last romance in taco bell. so we go in to say hi and end up chatting for a good 15 mins. lol my mom just picked us up at the JR HIGH because there wasn't really anything else to do. We saw sam. talked to him for a little. then we went to blockbuster,and didn't get a movie! =P lol we went over to brad's and he lost MY SPARKS!!! grrrrr... so..yeah...he's paying me back tho. anyways... it was a crazy night. today i feel alot better and me and chris....we'll see what happens.....<3 OHOHOH! i made amanda and kayla pancakes this morning!! =) Current Mood: calm Current Music: agony SCENe